on reading neon7c's latest entry, i was inspired to write her this note, because i think i might understand her feelings on sexual assault:
i really relate to your latest entry - talking about sex is sometimes hard for me too - i keep putting off seeing a therapist for my date rape - i know i can't procrastinate forever, because i will be forever scarred and my future relationships will be forever doomed. however, i'm just not ready yet. and i hate online horny peeps as well. some might call me a hypocrite, because i do talk about sex, orgasms, and longing for someone. i talk about that stuff and feel that stuff when i feel safe. if someone else brings it up i usually feel threatened. a dog will go outside wagging his tail on free will, but if a stick is waving over his head he will just cower and pee in the corner - bad dog ....
sexual assault - note to neon7c - 10.07.02