party,party
12:50 a.m. - 12.21.02
i went to bed WAY early tonight - 6p.m. after that holiday party with the magazine and all our antics and all night adventures after, i was WIPED OUT.
i has to cancel on my friend clint at the last minute. i felt bad for doing that, but i had no energy. we have been emailing and setting up to meet tonight, then meet some friends at the rock & bowl.
i was a little hesitant on going, though it would not have stopped me if i had felt up to it. he did ask me out two years ago when i started at the music club. nothing happened in those 2 or 3 dates. i decided it best that he's an awesome guy but just as a friend. since then i have also become friends with the 2 girls that he has been seeing on and off and together for the last 2 yrs. soo,, you can see i still have every intention to keep things just on a 'friendly' level.
last night's party was great. bud came in from NYC and 2 hours later we met ken downtown and walked to the party. cheri and the rest of her fantastic family were there. they loved bud, and kept asking me what was 'really' up with me and ken. i kept assuring them that we are business partners. speaking of partnership, the publisher talked to the 3 of us, telling us that he knows from my past with the magazine that i can sell, and he's got as client and project for us. "it is now your idea," he said. wow. yea, last night was cool.
ken and i went to an indian club later and then stayed up with his roommate and neighbor till 5 in the morning.
oh, and johnny's friend tony called. johnny knows that i was upset with him. tony i guess was feeling me out, wants to know if the 4 of us can all have dinner again.
wow - crazy stuff goin' on. i didn't expect this at all.
this is proof that i shouldn't anticipate and hope for things that i have been hoping for right now. maybe my birthday wish will come true.
ugh, still have gift certificates to buy. i hate stores and i hate traffic.
party,party - 12.21.02
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