i hate losing things
8:08 p.m. - 2002-04-28
i have had a problem writing anything down since i the last few email exchanges with dave. when i left him 4 yrs ago i felt like i fell out of a window. now i am scared again because i can't feel my foundation. i can't stop think if he was the right one all this time, or if i'm just overmedicated and lonly.
i wrote so much about this 2 days ago. and i liked what i wrote and how i felt at the time i wrote about him. then, the internet ate it - next page was 'error' . i backpaged, and there was a blank window for my entry. i cried.
i hate losing things - 2002-04-28
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