fingers crossed
1:18 p.m. - 08.02.02
grandma came home yesterday and she is doing ok. i wish she was in beter spirits. i think she is scared, and so am i. home health care will be coming everyday to help us out.
i did the radio show last night and i had a great time. nick even called last night, i was surprised. i thought he left for hollywood last week. but he left early this morning.
tonight is laura's performance at the art gallery, then our motley group will go to the jazz club to see chris and his trio play. i haven't seen chris since tuesday. i called him wed. and told him thurs. wouldn't be good for the history museum because grandma was coming home and i had the radio show to co-host. he called me yesterday and told be hat this afternoon wouldn't be good because he had to schedule a rehersal. but i will see him play tonight. i have no idea what if he likes me or not, so i hope i don't act like a geek when i talk to him tonight. i hope like i don't act like i EXPECT him to talk to me, but i also don't want to appear to seem too aloof.
oh well, i can't think about it too much, or i'll totally jinx it. i think i scared him off once before last december, he was asking me out for lunch and we saw 'amelie' together with a group of friends,,, then things kind of puttered out. he cancelled a lunch date because of rehearsal. he's quiet, a little shy, and talented -- so i never knew if he liked me enough to get too nervous around me, or if he just had more important things to do.
i am not expecting miracles tonight. i just wouldn't mind a nice conversation.
fingers crossed - 08.02.02
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