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3:27 p.m. - 07.22.02
I JUST POURED MY FUCKING HEART OUT AND TOOK ME 30 MINUTES TO DO SO AND IT JUST GOT ERASED
THIS IS AN AWFUL, AWFUL, STRESSFUL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M CRYING NOW BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN SIT HERE AND RE-WRITE EVERYTHING.
GODDAMMIT!!!!!!!
I AM FREAKING OUT TODAY
I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE HERE IN MY REAL LIFE AND EVERYONE IS BUGGING ME
I AM NOT A COUNSELOR!!!! I AM A CRAZY MIXED UP CHICK WHO IS TRYING DESPERATELY TO STAY CLEAN AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. EVERYONE IS JUST WORRIED ABOUT THEIR OWN LIVES AND THEIR OWN GODDAM PROBLEMS!!!!
I AM NOT DEAR ABBY. I WAS DATE RAPED. I CAN PLAY MATCH-MAKER WITH SHELIA. I CAN'T LET ENYONE CRY ON MY SHOULDERS TODAY.
I'M TOO FUCKING MESSED UP TODAY.
I DON'T KNOW WETHER TO HIT SOMETHING OR KEEP CRYING.
my first entry was erased - thanks diaryland - 07.22.02
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