an email surprise
12:03 p.m. - 03.13.03
boy, i guess the neswletter really did get out there.
i just got a 'kudos' email from my old boyfriend, dave.
dave is the good one - the film maker - the only one i ever really loved. we broke up in 98. i contacted him last march. we emaild until may. in those notes i told him i was bipolar and was raped. he still wanted to see me. we saw eachother and got back together briefly, intil one night i told him i couldn't stay over and sleep with him. about 60 days later i got a letter from him saying that he had to be honest and he had a hard time accepting what happened to me and afraid he couldn't deal with my bipolar.
i was devastatd all over again. until october, i emailed him a short not telling him that i was ok with how things turned out. i saw him on halloween and he hugged me. so, this is the first time i've heard from him since that. he said that i am in his thoughts often, and he won't feel slighted if i never reply.
i did. he will always be a good memory, and an integral lesson i will always cherish.
an email surprise - 03.13.03
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